Dramas

Yesterday was such a dramatic day for me.

I always love to watch dramas on TV and sometimes I feel like dramas in real-life are even more entertaing to watch. I guess that is the main reason why I'm more into Reality TV shows than scripted shows. lol...

Dramas are entertaining to watch (or listen to) but certainly they aren't as entertaining when you get involved in them. There are ups and downs in our lives. We all enjoy the ups but not the downs, right? Yesterday was definitely my down time. I don't like it but I had to deal with whatever craps I was thrown at.

I just realise that it seems like I got myself into dramas more than anyone. Is it because I am a jackass that tends to pick fights with people? Yea I guess so. 0_o...As a typical Geminian, I am outspoken and emotional. I don't hide my feelings and I do share my thoughts with my close friends and family. If you're someone I care about, I will directly tell what I feel or think. I am aware that sometimes things that I said may hurt people's feelings but that is never my intention. The thing is, I prefer to be straighforward just to get my points delivered. I don't like to bend my words. But wait, I think I am just not skilful enough to find the balance in between. I always come off as either harsh or satirical. I find that I have difficulty to express myself fully, probably because me = complexity.

Well, after all it's up to the listener to interpret my words and I respect the fact that everyone holds different opinions. We all are unique individuals, aren't we?
Funny though, people like to discuss and argue on stupid things. I respect other's opinions and I appreciate people expressing their feelings to me in all seriousness.

Here is an open message to a dear friend of mine: As far as I'm concerned, it's totally rude and offensive for you to tell me you would flip your middle finger if I were in front of you due to the difficulty that I had caused to you. I have already apologized to you for the inconvenience caused. What else do you want me to do? I sincerely hope you don't simply flip the bird at anyone. To a lot of people, it's not just an expression, dude. Trust me, I had a bad experience in regard to this. And you know, there must be plenty other ways to let your anger off.

There were so many dramatic events happened yesterday. The scariest one is to receive the call from my dad. He fell off the road in Ong Kim Wee. But thank God, he is alright now. Someone has just reminded me yesterday was father's day. Oops! Happy Father's Day to my papa. :)