A "Rojak" Post

Oh yea it's a nice feeling to be healty again after having been sick for 2 weeks. ^-^

It's past 4 am already and I still haven't let my laptop take a rest. Haha...

I have bought a new prepaid Hi Card (again!). +6594659881 is my new contact number in Singapore. Feel free to contact me. xD

Hmm...I miss delicious food in Melaka. Once I go back, I must go to eat Satay Celup, Satay, O-Jien, Jonker's Laksa, Cendol, etc. Damn, mentioning food makes me feel hungry now.

Beijing Olympic: Spectacular opening ceremony! China did a great job! Now they're leading with 21 golds. US with 10 golds and South Korea with 6.

Good luck to Lee Chong Wei. He has such a bright chance of getting at least a bronze! Don't disappoint us! Michael Phelps, one of the greatest Olympians, is the God of swimming! He dominates the water cube like no other. People like him are insane! All his hard work paid off really well. Well, to gain something, you have to sacrifice certain things. As of now, I think what I need includes confidence, motivation and determination!

When I have time to think, I will start asking myself a lot of "why" questions.

Just like what a lot of people have been asking me: "Of all places, why did you choose to come to NTU?", "Why are you in NTU?"

Then, recently I have been thinking, why are people chasing money so badly? Being $$ rich = success? Being $$ rich = happiness? I mean, why we are all so materialistic and realistic? Why must I have big dream, like it's something bad if I'm not ambitious? Why people demand so many things? Why we are always not satisfied with what we have? Why must we make life so complicated? I want a simple happy-go-lucky life, may I? Can I? Why are people aiming to score perfect in their exam? Why some people must study medicine? Why should I care? Arrr...so many "why"s? Sorry o... Why so serious? Haha...but can anyone tell me your answers to my questions?

Should I just don't care or think so much, just follow the flow and let things go naturally? I really need some sources for motivation. I guess it's the way how you look at it. I don't feel like I have to be rich to enjoy life. I won't mind if someone donate money to me though :p. But as lazy as I am, I am not motivated to work hard and put in any effort into serious stuff. I just want to be myself, sleep as much as I wish and do whatever I want to do. There is no need for me to do anything in order to impress others. During interview, typically the interviewer will ask you what you have achieved in life. For me, I feel like I haven't really achieved anything special. Then it leads me into thinking: Why should/must I achieve something? If I don't achieve anything great, does it mean I'm a lousy and useless piece of shit? Why can't I just be myself, enjoying life to the fullest? I really don't mind being an ordinary person with a simple but fun life.

Ei....I think I'm a bit lost in direction right now. Okay, try to think positively la. When I'm in bad mood, I'll remind myself everything happens for a reason. Like, my parents brought me to this world for a reason. I am living on this planet for a reason. While writing all this unsystematic post, I have found 2 decent goals of my life. It's not always about me as the Earth doesn't revolve around me. I'm here. I'm here to make this world a better place. I'm here to contribute something useful to the beloved family and also the society.

I'm done mumbling. Night night! Zzzzz......